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I'm pretty depressed, but I'm trying to push through it. I'm going to church again. I don't know if I'll ever get it. My back hurts. I saw a new counselor, she seems ok so far. I'm having my makeup singing lesson tomorrow. It's finally acting like winter. I just want to find my place in the world. I haven't been writing and I don't remember if I read yesterday. I didn't want to get dressed today, but I did. I don't know what else to say right now.