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I had the worst anxiety last night. I couldn't sleep well because my stomach was in knots. All because of something I have little control over. I don't know if I said, but my counselor believes I have ptsd. It fits. Christmas was good though. They didn't pick up garbage last week. I've been trying to keep busy. My skin is so messed up. I'm lonely. Today is the full moon. I should really be doing things but I'm exhausted and need to rest.