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I've had cramps for over a week. I slept a lot today. Read yesterday after not for a bit. I'm irritated for no reason. Kenzie is still the sweetest guy ever. I'm really emotional- I feel like I'm about to cry and I just can't. I need to do laundry. Made some conditioner and body spray yesterday, it was interesting.

022120

Things are going well. They just hired a new shelver. I'm going to the writing festival in ravenna tomorrow. Supposed to start working on a new song today. Have been reading and writing a little. I have extra shifts this month and next. I like my counselor. Kenzie is amazing. 

021220

I've read a bit, not in the Latin book because it's difficult, but in the novel I checked out. I got new glasses, they're nice. I have counseling later. I gotta go to work in a few, but I figured I'd put something on here real quick. Things are good. My biggest problem is my anxiety, but I'm doing my best to deal with it. I don't have much to say, really. Work is still good, Kenzie is amazing. My health is okay.

020620

I started reading another book, so I'm now trying to juggle 4, plus I have some on standby. There was some freezing rain, so I had to scrape off my car after work. Cheryl helped me. I took some Valentines in for everyone. There's a lot going on in my head lately. I'm trying to fight off my demons. I painted a picture last night. On my way to work, I heard the end of blue moon and I almost started crying. Kenzie is the greatest. I just want to be in love with him for the rest of our lives, and I pray that will be several decades... I need him in my life. I got a double fortune cookie today (yesterday). I'm so glad to be sober. I pray for things to stay as good (or better!) as they are now. I pray for the strength to make it through troubles if they arise. I pray our dreams come true.

020320

This is going to work. We're in love, i tell you. Absolutely head over heels. Soulmates

*Knock on wood*

He respects me. He's perfect.

020220

I don't think I'll read as much as I hoped this year, but that's okay, I'm still reading here and there. The date was wonderful, and he's so great it's unreal. I have to reschedule my counseling appointment because I switched shifts so I can see him again, but things are going well knock on wood so it should be okay.

Had a spa night last night after Ash's birthday dinner, it was really nice. I got a new succulent, named her Corinthia, not entirely sure why. 

Went to the store. My phone was acting crazy. I played with rainbows. I made a song. I lit a candle. It was very nice. I felt everything very strongly. I took care of myself.  I'm so in love. It's surreal.